I am not the reason you were unhappy before you left for Sumatra.

Don’t blame that shit on me. If this really isn’t my fault, and I have done nothing wrong, then don’t remove our relationship and all that we have put into it and pretend that everything is ok. I wasn’t holding you back from anything; I supported you in everything you were doing and were planning to do. Fuck, I even encouraged you to stay for an extra 4 months, because it was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. I’m sorry you don’t know what you want to do with your life… neither do I, really… neither do a billion other people. But don’t make me suffer… people have limits, and I am above and beyond mine.

I can’t just fall out of love with you like you did with me. If I am so “perfectly compatible” with you, and “no one else” could fit so well with you, then let this be what it could be… I am so sick of these games.

Shit.